_{i think it's a small world} afterall.

and i think we make the world small,even though it is large~think bout that one.

BEACH FUN yesterday:

little sis and me

had to switch into my pink bikkini..shell spilt mexican food on me wwith my other bikkini lol

I miss those disney world songs..it's a small world afterrr all..and i remember having all of those video tapes with mickey mouse singing sing alongs..

what ever happend to those things that made me wanna be alive?ha!

yes..back in North Carolina now. Just got my computer and now it's all setup..so it's all good..

I went to the brooks and dunns concert!:) here are two pics of me and my best friend kac:)..kac is the crazy ass who went with me all the way from florida back home to NC love u kacccsterss

me and kac tailgating!

me and kac are insepertable

she is the only one who will not fail me,and will never backstab me or leave black holes in my heart!

I have been wooped all day, i barely moved out of bed this morning AND afternoon. I don't know why,I am just tooo tired to do anything..but my friend came over today we are losers yet coolers

yeah ima  shithead of i just made that rhyme hahaa..me and audy lynn are going to raid the grocery store,and throw food at people so..yeah

later...oh and these are two pictures of audy lynn and me

audylynn and me being normal i think 0_o

me and audy lynn being crazy arsesss

the girls oowww OWww! kelsey,rachel,me(thegiant ),kac,charity,and lisa..yeah last night we tooka  road trip to some forbidden place here in florida

i forget where cause i wasn't driving,but kac was,she is a loser

I was out last night,and there was this huge drunk fight,hahahaha god gotta love them,at the en dof the fight,cops came:(

today might actually be a good day,if I can make it that way,so today i just can't let anything make me mad or sad!!

I hate being tall. I feel like the giant in all those little kid stories that everybody hates. i'm about 5'8 or something around there. and it sucks. Today I have alot to do,Have to mail out things to NC,and then ..hell with it..i'll just take a break and go eat lunch. What a fuckingg day.
so since I had lost my life..(when my father died)..things haven't been the same really. Seems like everybody in my family gets mad easily..and things just go completely wrong all the time. I can tell that we all pretend we are happy,but the happiness turns into holding grudges and beating each other ha.

here is my tallness

me and alyssa..well you can't really tell how tall I am because SHE is tall too..i'll just have to find another picture somewhere

Don't you hate it when you finially gain trust in a person the next day they end up stabbing you in the back??? Blah. I hate it. Can't stand it actually. It seems like every time I turn around theres another mess to clean up in my life.

God,who turned out the lights.

You know what you do?
You make me cry
you make me laugh
you make me hate life
and love it all at the same time
i hate you for that
but i love you for it too
I believe everyone can relate.

WOw..i am so in love. i am loving this. i am loving this air that we breathe..and i am loving life at this moment..and i wish this will last forever..and i hold my pillow to my head,and scream those words I dread.

But..I think I love you..and you are no stranger to this mess.

Yeah..some feelings I am feelin 8)

Well..my mom and my brother just left to go to the dentist office,and lucky them..they get to go to mcdonalds afterwards,when I haven't aten in days,but hey,that's cool right??
I'm new here..and I love tblog :) can It get any better??
my tblog is called prettyletdown because...everybody gets let down,but especially me.

Let downs are painful,so I must write about every let down. My life was almost a let down,so I am trying to cope with life,with my angst and odd ways,and I am trying to live off of caffiene and people.

I make people not agree with me on negative things about myself because I always want to make myself feel better about myself,when i know that is just gay.

i LOST my father. I lost my brother. so..now it's time to find myself.